For many years before I began using flower essences, I kept getting stuck in deep repeating depression cycles.
I had no energy, felt the need to control everything, was always searching for more, & my inner critic was out of control- I was constantly telling myself I was not good enough & all the ways I “should” be better.
I was an irritable & reactive person to be around.
I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders & could not stand feeling because when I did, I felt unbearable grief & despair.
This led me to being completely checked out, shut down, & disconnected with my emotions, including the pleasant ones...like joy, silliness, pleasure, & connection.
I thought I was sick. I tried changing my diet, went to talk therapy, & changed my external world by traveling, attempting to make myself feel better.
But it wasn’t until I landed in an apprenticeship in 2016 and began intensively studying energetics and flower essences (by using this modality for 2+ years on myself and studying the technicalities of the medicine) that I began to heal from the inside out.
The plants guided and assisted me to heal my wounds, and open my heart.
They brought to the surface and helped me clear trauma I had been carrying from my childhood, my lineage, and my ancestors.
Flower essences gave me the support to be able to navigate and heal my deep emotional pain instead of feeling overwhelmed by it and shutting down.
I mended my relationship with my mother.
I began to feel SAFE in my body to start feeling again. I started feeling not JUST pain but joy, and pleasure, and I gained access to loving and connecting with myself.
On top of this, the plants taught me how to connect to spirit & divine intelligence & integrate spiritual teachings into my life. I began tapping into my spiritual guidance, my psychic abilities, and the MAGIC of life on Mother Earth.
This led me to feeling TRUST & surrender...my anxiety & need for control falling away.
With new found clarity I started embodying my soul’s purpose & walking my soul’s path.
This is why I live & breathe the teachings & medicine of the plants.
I am a bridge.
Ask.
Give Thanks.
And you shall receive.
We are here to serve ✨🌸
Love Jess